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"I am He" asserts the desctruction of the sense of spearateness between self and Self. It affirms existence, but of the third person only.

"The Bornless Spirit" is free of all space, 'having sight in the feet,'that they may choose their own path.

"The Immortal Fire' is the creative Self; impersonal engery cannot perish, no matter what forms it assumes.

Combustion is Love.

"Truth" is the nesccessary relation of any two things; therefore, although it implies daulity, it enables us to conceive of two things as being one thing such that it demands to be defined by complementals.
Thus, an hyperbola is a simple idea, but it's construction exacts two curves.

Gods include all the conscious elements of nature.


There is a veil: that veil is black. It is the veil of the modest woman; is it the veil of sorrow, and the pall of death: this is none of me. Tear down that lying spectre of the centuries: veil not your vices in virtuous words: these vices are my service; ye do well and I will reward you here and hereafter.

----Examples of what I am currently reading: Gems from the Equinox. 1974. Aleister Crowley.

Those "Special".. Yahoo moments:


tony: geezz i need sex
athena_bathena: ooer
tony: lols
tony: im horneyer than a 2 dicked dog
athena_bathena: .
tony: lols
athena_bathena: LOL
athena_bathena: I am still laffing
tony: about what


Meanwhile... in the other window:

athena_bathena: hope, look what tony just said:
athena_bathena: tjs1977tony: geezz i need sex
athena_bathena: ooer
tjs1977tony: im horneyer than a 2 dicked dog
athena_bathena: .
athena_bathena: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
rowan_lefay: OMG I was reading that just as my boss walked in!
rowan_lefay: AHAHAHAHAHAHA
rowan_lefay: he doesn't say stuff like that to me, lol

Back in tony's window:

athena_bathena: LOL
athena_bathena: I am still laffing
tjs1977tony: about what
athena_bathena: rowan_lefay: OMG I was reading that just as my boss walked in!
rowan_lefay: AHAHAHAHAHAHA
rowan_lefay: he doesn't say stuff like that to me, lol
rowan_lefay: switching puters, brb
athena_bathena: and that was about your two dicked dog



It's like we apart of some Larry,Moe, and Curly skit.
I still love them though:-p

GODS YOU PEOPLE MAKE ME LAUGH!!!!!

Almost a Total Eclipse of the heart

Here is the long overdue Kanga moment:

Attic Babies

From above article:

"She hid them due to a "misplaced sense of shame and fear of rejection by her family," Merthyr Crown Court heard. "

Now, *that* is all down to mortal pride!
Shameful and freaky!

And how many of you have read: Flowers in the Attic....
Geeze.
I'm going to bed.

No. Steve from Eastenders didn't come with the couch:/ I can't remember his real name... something Kemp. He was in the Thompson Twins, if that gives you a clue.
I wonder how tall he is.....
Anyway,

That is our new couch. Four weeks and 399.00 pounds later, it's sitting pretty in the living room, which of course, makes it a proper living room now;)

We are had a solar eclispe. Too cloudy to have seen it though. Damn you overcasted, England.

Time to fix lunch for the incoming hubby. When will I get a fixed lunch? I'd had to leave the house first and then come back, I reckon.
Gods, I'd have to get a job!
...... I'll consider it.

Normal:
Had a pretty good day. Did some chores around the house, all ready for tomorrow; which I'll be receiving the new couch we ordered four weeks ago. I've been looking forward to it, so utterly much!
Now the living room can be a proper one. What was it before? I hear you ask. It was a living room without a couch:-p


Something funny:

She says, "He's the most responsible person I know!"

I said, "You're right that he's a responsible type. Whenever they're looking for a scapegoat he's the one who always gets the blame."
She says, "You are so mean!"
I say, "Why, because I speak truth?"
She says, "Havn't you ever heard of if you can't say anything nice then don't say nothing at all?"
I say, "Yes, I have."
She says, "And... that's it?"
I say, "No, I've heard a lot of other stuff too"
She says, "Like what?"
I say, "That you're like a car radiator on a winter night — you've got to be topped up with alcohol to keep you moving."
She says, "Who said that?"
I say, "I just did."

.....

Daily Pleading:
Which ever God 'blessed' me the stupidity magnet, please.. forgive me for my past wrongs and lift the magnet from me!













Piss taking:
I was just having a laugh and a tickle when I came across this site:
If you are easily offended and have a sensitive nationality then do NOT click on this link. I will not be held responsible for you crying your eyes out and then blaming me for you not having a clue:-p

?????

athena_bathena: have you used handcuffs?
[00:01] tony: well kinda
[00:01] tony: only once
[00:01] tony: and a gown roap
[00:03] athena_bathena: gown roap?
[00:03] athena_bathena: is that Welsh for bondage?
[00:03] athena_bathena: :-p
[00:03] tony: a dressing gown rope
[00:03] athena_bathena: oh!

!!!!!

I couldn't stop laughing. Just bloody well couldn't stop it!
Below is why:

**Background - Before we were talking about Jordan having big tits. And Hope is the other Hope... yes the world does have two Hopes! ***

* athena_bathena used to have big boobs:/
[21:23] rowan_lefay: used to?
[21:23] athena_bathena: she is butt ugly though, tony
[21:24] tjs1977tony: i said that
[21:24] athena_bathena: well, when I lost all that weight I went from a size C to a size B
[21:24] athena_bathena: now, I understand why men are so 'touchy' about their cock size
[21:24] tjs1977tony: lols
[21:24] athena_bathena: I was agreeing with you, tony
[21:24] tjs1977tony: lols oops
[21:24] * athena_bathena grins
[21:25] athena_bathena: sometimes I wish that my ass were my tits and my tits were my ass
[21:25] tjs1977tony: lols
[21:25] athena_bathena: more at the front less at the back:-p
[21:26] rowan_lefay: AHAHAHAHAHAHA
[21:26] rowan_lefay: I'm even all the way around......too damn big
[21:26] tjs1977tony: don't know what to say to that
[21:27] athena_bathena: it's not true
[21:27] * athena_bathena bops Hope
[21:27] rowan_lefay: giggles
[21:27] tjs1977tony: ok im lost
[21:27] rowan_lefay: tony speechless? WHOA
[21:27] athena_bathena: that's a first:-p
[21:27] tjs1977tony: no lost
[21:27] athena_bathena: and that's not a first:-p
[21:28] tjs1977tony: lol
[21:28] rowan_lefay: lmao
[21:28] rowan_lefay: quit making me laugh
[21:28] tjs1977tony: lols why
[21:28] athena_bathena: but that is what we are here for!

athena_bathena: I found a ticket for 350 quid
[21:29] rowan_lefay: the one with the layover in ohare?
[21:29] athena_bathena: that's from manchester to atlanta
[21:29] athena_bathena: yeh
[21:29] athena_bathena: that is from oct 19 to dec 13
[21:29] tjs1977tony: that's good
[21:29] tjs1977tony: got email newcastle to dubifor 350
[21:30] athena_bathena: where the fuck is dubifor
[21:30] athena_bathena: ?
[21:30] tjs1977tony: dubi
[21:30] athena_bathena: .....
[21:30] athena_bathena: is that in India?
[21:30] tjs1977tony: no saudi arabia
[21:30] athena_bathena: oh
[21:30] athena_bathena: shit, I'm American
[21:30] rowan_lefay: omfg
[21:31] * athena_bathena dies
[21:31] rowan_lefay: can't...stop....laughing
[21:31] tjs1977tony: why
[21:31] * athena_bathena is rolling!
[21:31] athena_bathena: FUCK
[21:31] athena_bathena: tony!
[21:31] rowan_lefay: og
[21:31] rowan_lefay: rolling
[21:31] athena_bathena: you mean you don't know what just fucking happened?
[21:31] rowan_lefay: literally chair is rolling
[21:31] tjs1977tony: no
[21:31] athena_bathena: FCUK!
[21:31] athena_bathena: shit
[21:32] rowan_lefay: HAHAHAHAHA
[21:32] athena_bathena: i can't see the screen
[21:32] rowan_lefay: quiets down a bit
[21:32] athena_bathena: fucking doing the chinese here laughing so hard
[21:32] rowan_lefay: damn
[21:32] tjs1977tony: ops an all that
[21:32] athena_bathena: fuck me
[21:32] rowan_lefay: wipes eyes
[21:32] tjs1977tony: naa later
[21:32] athena_bathena: shit
[21:32] rowan_lefay: quit!
[21:33] athena_bathena: I want to scroll up and re read that, but I can't stop laughing long enough to do it
[21:33] tjs1977tony: oh dear
[21:33] athena_bathena: now my fucking sides are fucking hurting
[21:33] athena_bathena: and i'm getting a lump in my throat!
[21:33] athena_bathena: ......
[21:33] athena_bathena: ooer
[21:33] tjs1977tony: says nothing
[21:33] athena_bathena: I havn't had sex in a two days
[21:34] tjs1977tony: only 2 days
[21:34] rowan_lefay: oh my damn
[21:34] * athena_bathena makes note to have sex once period is over
[21:34] rowan_lefay: snickers
[21:34] * athena_bathena cackles
[21:34] athena_bathena: tony, you still with us?
[21:34] tjs1977tony: yhe
[21:34] athena_bathena: or did you get lost again?
[21:34] athena_bathena: ok good
[21:35] tjs1977tony: noddles
[21:35] athena_bathena: Hope are you OK?
[21:35] rowan_lefay: just re=read, laffing again
[21:35] athena_bathena: oh shit!
[21:35] rowan_lefay: re-read wtf ever
[21:35] athena_bathena: now I have to re read it
[21:35] tjs1977tony: oh dear
[21:35] rowan_lefay: "where the fuck is dubifor"
[21:35] rowan_lefay: snickers
[21:35] tjs1977tony: dubi
[21:35] rowan_lefay: lmao
[21:35] athena_bathena: well shit, I didn't know
[21:35] rowan_lefay: you missed it again babe
[21:36] tjs1977tony: yeh well
[21:36] athena_bathena: wait
[21:36] rowan_lefay: this would be so much better spoken
[21:36] athena_bathena: you mean tony still didn't get that shit?
[21:36] tjs1977tony: i bet
[21:36] rowan_lefay: well laughed anyway
[21:36] athena_bathena: tony: you type dubifor
[21:36] athena_bathena: and I said where the fuck is that?
[21:36] athena_bathena: you said dubi
[21:37] tjs1977tony: yeh suppoed to have been a space between the dubi for
[21:37] athena_bathena: I said: dubi as in India?
[21:37] athena_bathena: and you said no: saudia arbira
[21:37] tjs1977tony: ok
[21:37] athena_bathena: and I said: shit, I'm American - meaning that I fucking don't know where shit is!
[21:38] athena_bathena: cause we never leave the country
[21:38] tjs1977tony: lols
[21:38] athena_bathena: and we're stupid
[21:38] rowan_lefay: okay I'm seriously gonna have to convince my boss I need a mic so I can use this new google talk
[21:38] rowan_lefay: snickers
[21:38] tjs1977tony: well
[21:38] athena_bathena: Tony gets it now!!
[21:38] rowan_lefay: don't admit that too loudly

Later on...
21:57] athena_bathena: fuck me
[21:57] tjs1977tony: later
[21:57] athena_bathena: promise?
[21:58] rowan_lefay: snorts
[21:58] tjs1977tony: lols

Then, much later on, something else happened, in which I couldn't stop laughing!

I won't go into detail but I'll just say the following:

*ROTFL* What? What is that you say? I'm neurotic? This coming from a mental masochist?
Anyway, I've learned so much about people tonight, like even more than I could possible even *want* to know!

People are fickle. People are pretty much useless once lumped into a group, which is made up of mostly idiot fuckwited cretins who get off on downgrading those who strive to be better than them!
LOL
I mean, seriously, how in the bloody fuck, can people really get to know another person if the enviroment is so utterly and almost *completely* beyond any scope of 'normality'?

Oh.
Why in the hell did I even think I could attain any type of 'normality' in a bondage chat room and esp on bloody IRC!

Possible answer... there is always 'Hope':-p


heh.

A-HA! We meet again O stupid one

Hello there!

I've had a very interesting night. Let's see, where shall I begin...

Ahh yes...

You window licking, donkey-humping, shit-slurping, cum-gobbling, hemorrhoid-popping, fuck-faced cockweasel. Yes. It's *you* again. My internet nemisis. My internet demon. You and your typo demon minions will be run off the internet, the Secret Society of Spell Checkers are coming.. coming.. coming.. *you* better run, because it will be funny when you are captured and slowly tortured; crying out for your mummy, 'elp e, elp e! it wer oly a jok, thy need to gt a thcker skn!'

As the Society holds you captive, laughing at your pathitic pleas, watching your scar-marked face scowl as the tears begin to shed; You feel an impending doom.

Welcome to another rant about a cretinous oaf and a gluttonous, sock-sucking unspeakably offensive utter retard. For those of you who have been following then you know of which fuckwit that I speak.

Let's start off with an example of this now infamous moron:

This was said after the person had been made even more upset. They logged out soon afterwards and the demon OP said the following in a room that still had people hanging around:

"[@tas] hes a manic depressive has been using sympathy for years
[@tas] the lvl of chilish backbiting an temper tantrums in here is a resent thing, this never used to happen here
01:23.26am [@tas] pretty much everyone got on
01:23.37am [@tas] an none was afraid to have a laff be it at somone els or themselves
01:23.50am [@tas] now days everyoens too scared to say boo in case they "offend"
01:23.53am [@tas] its perthetic "

Now, I ask you, is that any way for an OP to act? Why is not wanting to 'offend' anyone 'perthetic'[SIC]? I think *you* are the one that is 'perthetic'!

You are the kind of person who, when one first meets you, one doesn't like you. But when one gets to know you better, one hates you. Maybe 'hate' is too mild of a word, let's use, anathematize. OH! That's right, you wouldn't know what that word is now would you? Let me point to you a really nifty website:
Dictionary.com.
Let's continue... shall we.. yes, lets!
The Anti-Moron™ software on my PC went utterly insane when you logged on. I'm thankful that I got the newer version, because it came with a high grade warning system, altering me when you boot up your machine. It's brillaint! Gave me time to put my crosses and holy water next to my computer, to be better to ward off your demon minions, *you* the spawn of moronic SATAN! Wait. Hold on. Satan is a nice guy compared to you. Actually, I think a Adolf Hilter was a saint compared to you. With your ill-wited, explicit, stereotypical, absurd, bold-faced, UTTER RUBBISH that comes out of that twisted, butt-ass ugly mouth of yours. No wonder all you do is sit on the computer all day, laying in wait for your next victim. Regardless of what person they really are, you don't take the time to get to know. You are a biased son of a bitch that should be stripped of all internet power. As a matter of fact you should just be stripped of your life.
Do us all a favour. Go away and play Russian roulette with all chambers fully-loaded?

Sadly, you are not *that* stupid to actually grant us all such a wonderful favour and off yourself. So, I guess you will continue to be an easy target. The stupider you become, which let's face it, just comes natural to you, the smarter you make the rest of us look!
Now, I did hear this nasty, but utterly humouring rumour about you being so fat that when you stand on the Speaking Scale it screams! And then another awfully fantastic rumour was, "If he didn't have a face so ugly then his psychiatrist wouldn't force him to lie face down on the couch." Utterly fantastic. I wonder if his psychiatrist has to double up on his insurance premiums when you are on his books. *Shudder*

You are a fudge-packing, chicken-humping, jock strap-licking, dick-guzzling, hemorrhoid-nibbling, dick-faced masked gimp. I hope to GODS that you don't have any offspring, then humanity would not be able to fight the swirling, demented rage that bubbles up from your core.

The Society is on to you. Your days are numbered. Soon every computer on the planet will be installed with Anti-Moron firewall and no one will hear your useless blabbering.
You fucking idiot.

And as this comes to a close, I want to say from the utter bottom, very very bottom of my heart, this sincere message: Go suck on a frozen pineapple, asshole.

Stop breathing you take up too much air

*Warning - Rant! If you are easily offended and think that the world revolves around you and think this post may be about you, then don't read any further. I mean it. I won't be held responsible for your wrecked esteem afterwards!***


Why? Why do you just sit there and talk absolute bollocks? I mean, you sit on your ass, making snide comments and catty remarks over.. what? Utterly fuck all.
What gives you the right to sit back and make any highly insulting comments you want and then hide behind your little 'mask' of 'Oh, take a joke. Get a thicker skin'

How about YOU get a better sense of humour!

And who cares about your tuna?

My gods, why don't you just actually say something that is somewhat productive? Just think of all that bandwith you are wasting. I'm sure there are people waiting to use the internet, so if you can't say anything nice, then fucking get off and let someone else have a bloody go!

I'm sure people would like you more if you were kind and actually made some type of sense. It could be like just good ole fashioned common sense... but is it... no... it's fuck all sense. I think one way to sum it up would be: 'Yer'.

A new person comes in and you scare them off with your lacklusterd chatter and yet you think it's the best thing since sliced bread. Yes. That's right, I said 'sliced bread' because it's prolly the only thing you eat with all that tuna you constantly keep 'yering and yering' about!

Have you ever considered getting your nutrition from another source? Like, how about some chicken, salad, or fruit; Something that wouldn't make you so downright utterly fucking 'cranky'. My gods you must have had one messed up childhood. Oh, let me guess, you had tuna back then too.
You do realize that you are supposed to take the tuna out of the can, instead of just gulfing it down in one go. All that alluminiun is bad for you and I think it's killed off your social skills!


All you do is just take the piss out of new people and you don't even *know* them. You don't even give them a chance. You don't help them with their questions. You bark at them like some fucking crazed loon and yet when they scamper away you laugh! And then complain about how 'dead' the chat is! Ummm. I wonder why? You have made the room 'clicky'. Like you and your gang are the 'top dogs' and when other people start to stand up to you, you go all crazy and say, 'Shutting the room down' or 'I am tired of this trival drivel-- or I think that is what you are trying to say amongst all that utterly fucking bad typing.

My gods, man, do us all a favour and TYPE OUT WORDS not: Yer, ths is er not howie to commikate o'er the innernet, U wan to spk txt ooze a mopible 'hone!

I swear, some of the things that comes out of your mouth is like a seeping whirlpool of demented and naive utter maddness! I think King George was saner than you!

For the love of Gods, please help me find some sanity!

I've so gone off tuna now:/

Strike the Match

You've been hurting all your life
Were you ever going to let go?
Something is hurting all your life
Could you ever just let go?

Fly away with the wind, darlin
You would just let...go...
High into the clouds of everafter;
Floating up through yester and yor

Darkness creeping in
Quickly fading, slowing down
High, high above the ground

Strike the match, let it blow
The Darkness is blacker than before

I like my cuts and scars.
Everyone else thinks I'm crazy
Let their thoughts drift into the haze.
It doesn't matter.
Feeling darken air rush past;
Grab on to the Everlast!

Awake at night, holding on to my everything;
Counting circles, round and round
High, high above the ground
Strike the match, let it blow
Something wicked inside me grows


Wondering, pondering, thinking, feeling
All in order, order inside my Chaos
Walking, talking, can't see where I'm going;
Strike the match, smell the burning
My soul full of voidless yearning

All I have to show, are tear stained pillows.
[HRS 2005]

How do you flavor your moonshine?

More evidence of my redneck heritage:/

Funny though;)

Tennessee is known as the Volunteer State. We like to pitch in and help those that need it most. We opened up our state to the evacuees, just the evacuees mind you not the sex offenders: Bring your sex offenders and let them loose!
If you are an evacuee and plan to stay in Tennessee, this is some really great news for you: Evacuees can apply to TennCare!
Don't pay any attention to the 400,000 already residents of Tennessee who were kicked off the program, due to lack of enough state funding. Aptnly, evacuees are the 'new poor' - if you were poor before, try harder, you just ain't poor enough, try getting hit by a Hurricane, response may be slow, but at least you'll get free health care!

What a pathetic world we live in.

Now, this is something that I found to be one of them things that either is or isn't.


Is your canister of gas left over from uranium enrichment 'slightly radioactive' or is there only a dash of radioactivity in it?

It's like, Uranium enrichment for Rednecks - Room: 101

Somedays, it's just too much to try and keep up with the shit that is out in medialand.
But, then there are moronic tendencies everywhere:/ Speaking of which, I missed Bush's speech last night in regards to rebuilding after Katrina.
I'm still trying to decide if it's worth finding out.
*thinks*
No, I can't be bothered, same shit, same issue, different day.
Nothing changes.

Congressman says key hijacker data destroyed

September 15, 2005

WASHINGTON (AP) -- A U.S. congressman says a Pentagon employee was ordered to destroy documents that identified Mohamed Atta as a terrorist two years before the 9/11 attacks.

Atta was the mastermind of the September 11 attacks.

Sen. Curt Weldon (R-Pa.) says the employee is set to testify next week before the Senate Judiciary Committee. He's expected to name the person who ordered him to destroy the documents.

Weldon says Atta and four other hijackers were identified in 1999 by a classified military intelligence unit known as "Able Danger."

But Former members of the September 11 commission Wednesday dismissed the "Able Danger" assertions.

Former Sen. Slade Gorton said, "it just didn't happen, and that's the conclusion of all ten of us."

Weldon says it's absolutely unbelievable that a commission would say the program didn't exist.

Copyright 2005 by The Associated Press. All Rights Reserved.


I thought that was interesting, but then again aren't most cover-ups.

Mice infected with plague missing from lab

NEWARK, New Jersey (AP) -- Three mice infected with the bacteria responsible for bubonic plague apparently disappeared from a laboratory about two weeks ago, and authorities launched a search though health experts said there was scant public risk.

The mice were unaccounted-for at the Public Health Research Institute, which is on the campus of the University of Medicine and Dentistry of New Jersey and conducts bioterrorism research for the federal government.

Federal officials said the mice may never be accounted for. Among other things, the rodents may have been stolen, eaten by other lab animals or just misplaced in a paperwork error.

If the mice got outside the lab, they would have already died from the disease, state Health Commissioner Fred Jacobs said.

The possibility of theft prompted the institute to interrogate two dozen of its employees and conduct lie detector tests, The Star-Ledger of Newark reported Thursday.

The FBI said it was investigating. The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention is also investigating, the newspaper reported.

University officials did not immediately return a call seeking comment Thursday morning.

The mice were injected as part of an inoculation and vaccination experiment, investigators said.

Health officials say 10 to 20 people in the United States contract plague each year, usually through infected fleas or rodents. It can be treated with antibiotics, but about one in seven U.S. cases is fatal. Bubonic plague is not contagious, but left untreated it can transform into pneumonic plague, which can be spread from person to person.

The incident came as federal authorities investigate possible corruption in the school's finances. The FBI is reviewing political donations and millions of dollars in no-bid contracts awarded to politically connected firms.

Copyright 2005 The Associated Press Thursday, September 15, 2005; Posted: 2:23 p.m. EDT (18:23 GMT)


The poor mice, they're even being used as a 'politcal' ploy -- Seems there is a lot of that going around these days.

Ick:/